Saturday, October 31, 2009

*speechless*

Yesterday, my mood was down..and angry..
and it's the day i started to wonder whether i am happy with it or not..
am i going to hold on or let go??

Today, i decided to give it one more chance..to see whether i am fit into it..still a question mark..

I believe there will always be a door open for me when i close this door..God, do help me..

Now, i am struggling with my homework and assignment..gosh!!
Need energy n brain to done it..

Thursday, October 22, 2009

A friend to remember always

Yesterday morning, i received a message from an huey told me that my friend, yoke tien passed away. At first, i told her it cant be true, maybe someone played on her. But by the time i reached home and opened my facebook and i can felt the sadness of my friends. And i still cant believed that was true. Until i saw her picture on the news only i started to believed that she had gone forever n ever.

It is like a story of my friend, Sze Ning few years back who died in an accident. suddenly dissapeared from my world.

Yoke Tien was a friend of mine in the kindergarden. We sat on the same table and one day, Jeanette and I, we reached the school, St Henry earlier than Yoke Tien. As she was a princess in our class, she normally would used her sweet voice to wave and say goodbye to her mummy after her mummy sent her to school. We then followed her sweet voice to learn her words. Who knows, she cried and called her mummy back and in the end, we get scolded.

Going to standard one, i was in the different class with her but we still in the same school, SRK Convent. In primary school, there were often the vitagen's car or or anything coming to the school to ask the students to buy from them. I believed everyone having the same situation right?

One day, the vitagen's car came to our school and i remembered everyone buying except me. So, Yoke Tien share with me a bottle of vitagen and i was so appreciate the kindness of her and how princess she was. The funniest part was here, later after the school, she called to my house and told my mum that i drank her vitagen. I was so afraid by the time.
The next day, i paid her 60 cents (our time still cheap).

These stories make me have a interesting and funny childhood. In chinese, there are words said that we wont know each other if we didnt fight ( but we didnt fight, we fooled)

Till now, i never forget our stories. Because you are always be remembered. Although now you have been far apart from us. You had make my life wonderful and leaves memories for us.

I dont know the reason why you fell from the building, but i believed there will be a justice for you. So, friend, do rest in peace and we will pray for you.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Going back...

just come bac from genting trip few days ago..n it's time to forget about the holiday as the uni will reopen soon..
will go to kl first before going back to kampar..think about sun will go back to kampar then..
so sad~~
but 1 week after that, i will coming back to bp again for my grandfather 80's bday..
it's a very long journey from kampar to bp by taking bus..
but no choice i have to be back here..
genting trip is a gathering for us...no playing, no wondering...just talking n joking..
but dunno y i was soooo tired at the second day where the day we heading back..
lazy to walk, lazy to talk..just lazy...
but, miss u guys now...
hope to c u all soon...
take care everyone^^

szeting